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| yo yo homees
so i'm at work with nothing to do..gettin sick of facebook..waiting for funny funny emails from my friends from the program...
so this week sucks ass for like every1 i know. mine is bad too but not
comparatively at all. i kinda want the weekend to come but i also have
to do shit.. like read maybe? learn my project. i dunno..whatev..
so i need to schedule all this crap soon also for this program...it's
like non-stop everything..who would ever do this program for 2 years in
a row..cough cough...lol...ok i'll read now for reall....wish me luck
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| whoa i forgot about xanga! i wonder if everyone else did too...prolly not tho.
whoa ok it is july. last entry: janurary. that's really really sad.
perhaps b/c facebook is the greatness and xmaga has been pushed into
the shadows..how sad. also in the south no1 really does xanga as much
so this is from my si roots..=)
so yea like i was reading my previous entries and i remember writing
all that stuff down and feeling that way. and i know that it has been a
while and i remember the progression till now..it's very weird b/c so
much has happened since then. craziness..
ok so i wrote about the summer and now it is here =)... but half way
over sadly.. and i am doing research in nyc! yay! i live on the upper
east side which is kinda far from stuff but this program was my first
choice and i feel very lucky to be here.....very very lucky....ppl here
are so smart and as my big sib said: this area of the city has so much
brain power its ridic and i agree. i just feel like a little undergrad
chillin up here. and i know i'm not supposed to be a phD or a dr. or
something but its really hard to catch up with all the knowledge that
these ppl have. its really amazing. but they know how these programs
work so i am not too concerned anymore. whew!
and i like to compare to umbc for a sec. umbc was awesome. very laid
back which is me..but the combined institutions here are amazing and
everything they can do i feel is almost infinite. also that program was
less intensive b/c here i have a million meetings and reading to do.
it's cool i like it. also the ppl in my programs are different. as a
collective whole i like this program better. like i like most of the
ppl while the other program..ehh..i heart alex, renee, and kelli and my
lab. thats the thing..its so intense here that my lab here is 4 ppl and
we dont talk too much..and i'm crazy and like to talk about random crap
like entertainment and college bball and sports. and so the ppl in my
program, we tend to talk about science and other fun things and thats
why i like it. =) and we have so much stuff planned like the nick and
jessica variety show and t-shirts (save los tweeters!). AWESOME!
and so right now i feel like i'm at a really good place and very calm
and comfortable. at school i get stressed very easily esp. about the
future. but now i know that it will be ok and that i'm gonna live it up
in the last 2 years of college and make sure i do everything i always
wanted to do esp. since christina's graduation just happened and
all her friends tell me to just appreciate. on that note her graduation
was amazing..it's like the end of that part of life and what
next?...and it's all what you decide and make of it. it's cool and
scary at the same time. and is kinda interesting to see everyone grow
up and go do their own thing. its esp. cuz i come home and i see all
these ppl leading their own lives and doing their own thing but yet we
still have a connection from years and years ago. i mean nda, tennis,
hs, or whatever. its kinda awesome and i appreciate everything that has
happened to meet all these ppl. =)
ok i'll stop now..its gonna get sappy and theres no need for that. but
we'll just say yay! for the future and what it could possibly bring....
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| yay for a new entry! a lot of time has passed..i think its much better now though...i really need it to be...
so yea xmas break was awesome. i wish it was longer slash that i could hang out at home some more with my bffffffffffffff's. we always have so much fun. i also noticed that when i came back i didnt want to be here and was avoiding ppl a lot. i know we are crazy ppl at home but i feel like everyone here is a cup in a sense....for real, ppl are the same and kinda boring..its kinda monotonous i think. every day i see how different it is here (and everywhere else in america) compared to nyc. i cant wait for the summer where i will hopefully live in city..crossing my fingers at that one though.
maybe ppl are different from me...i study and i like it to an extent...i find more and more ppl finding the easy way out just to get the degree and just because this is where you're supposed to go..college that is...college=job i guess..i dunno what i'm talking about...i think if i was drunk i would spill my entire heart out...but since i am not, this will not occur on xanga tonight. and i sign off... | | |
| ok so finals are over..at least in my eyes...
so i had 3 in a row..all the sciences...i studied my ass off!!!!!!!! it was soo intense i cannot even tell you...of course it only paid off partially...but whatever...just sociology left...which i am NOT studying for yet..my roomie is studying ( for the first time that i'm not)..and i refuse to do the same..so i come back to xanga as always..
my roomie and my friend are coming to nyc..gonna be a tour guide...cept i dont have a cool umbrella...perhaps i shall invest in the one that looks like a duck...how fun is that! so if you would like to meet some crazy southerners...come and hang out! its not really a show or a circus (sadly)...and my super duper southern friend isnt coming...who let me try deer (a southern treat apparently)...gave some filipino food..they were slightly amused at the fact that rice can be made into a dessert..thats right..we are island ppl and we like mangoes and rice...and don't ice skate for shit (a.k.a. they always make me go ice skating and i always tear my feet up..so i am currently mildly injured)...and bring on the cold weather!! they'll never know what hit 'em...probably wind...lol
i think thats it...my life is not that exciting...and i somehow end up watching every bball game on tv which is starting to get annoying...perhaps i'll just work the games and get free food...perhaps i will join the varsity fencing team...wouldn't you like to see me all decked out in free carolina gear? almost all the stuff the bball team gets minus the endorsements and magazine cover shots...unless fencing somehow becomes the next craze in america..even over bball and fball..i can see it..perhaps that is where life will take me and i will become the next fencing superstar and i will go to the olympics and be decked out in olympics gear like the crazy grl across the hall who won't stop using our frickin bathroom..she's not a man... ..haha
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| almost a month..crazy right!??!
well, i have 3 finals this week on wed, thurs, and fri which will make or break my grades. i have been studying so much..i just want to do well this semester..thats all i want...if i could just pull through...and i'm sooooooo excited to come back home... just want to get back to an urban area...and not worry about stuff for a while. i need it soo bad...ok well back to work i guess  | | |
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